I again want to fall in love
With myself
I want to redeem myself from
The graveyard of doubt
I again want to compose myself
As a whole person
Not just the scattered personalities
I wanted to be.
I again want that freedom of mind
Before choosing an option
I just don’t want to be that kid
Who is still in confusion
Whether to order chocolate or ice-cream
I have learned cost-benefit analysis
Way too much
Now, I am afraid whether to invest
Such big sum or not.
This atheist is now seeking the god
To come out from his situation
I wonder, isn’t his insecurity
Going to give birth to the god?
Oh mighty lord, you should worship
His doubt of failure,
Because you’re nothing more that
Its incarnation.