Again

I again want to fall in love
With myself
I want to redeem myself from
The graveyard of doubt


I again want to compose myself
As a whole person
Not just the scattered personalities
I wanted to be.


I again want that freedom of mind
Before choosing an option
I just don’t want to be that kid
Who is still in confusion
Whether to order chocolate or ice-cream
 

I have learned cost-benefit analysis
Way too much
Now, I am afraid whether to invest
Such big sum or not.


This atheist is now seeking the god
To come out from his situation
I wonder, isn’t his insecurity
Going to give birth to the god?


Oh mighty lord, you should worship
His doubt of failure,
Because you’re nothing more that
Its incarnation.

-Digvijay Patil.